hey guys,
it's time for me to blog again (:
it's not snowing outside, but still cold although it's warmer.
i cant wait to build a snowman with nathan. he came yesterday night and told me we can biuld one today, but we went out in the morning and came back in the afternoon. SIGH
everything here is like huge, large, extra large in size.
for last few days, we continuously ate lobster, ginseng & shark fin soup and so on.
everything seems so expensive to me.
we went to the west edmonton mall. it's HUGE.
everything is inside. but the place i love most inside is the skating part and the galaxy land (:
galaxy land have lots of fun stuff, and all those ride.
oh yeah, there's also a big swimming pool
ARGH, too many things to mention HAHA

every mall we went to is like so shiny @@
everything is branded. we bought necklace, shirts, skirts, jackets and so on d:
but i'm more excited about hongkong for no reason.
i'm going to church later,
and i feel weird there.. because i know nobody and i look like a mental human standing in the corner HAHA
there's so many cousin here but i have no idea what to talk or play with them.
that makes me think i'm a loner just like what my cousin tell me that day.
i met few human in the church, and it's so weird ><
i met a girl, and then she introduce me her brother O_O
my cousin too show me pictures and names of guys here

we're going to skate and skiiii next week i think, or this week.
cousin bringing us on christmas day and there will be a big family party on chirstmas eve i guess.
you CANT imagine how many humans are there in our WONG family --"
i was like O_____________O during the last party.
it's way too many..

argh, it's now 7.02 pm here, and i guess it's 11.02 in brunei.
i'm not sure, argh.. who cares.
i've been here for like 3 days? or 2?
yesterday my mum and i went out for a little shopping, and today we play snow outside (:
we've been staying at home because of the cold weather, it's really really cold here.
trust me, you cant imagine how cold is it. you have to come and try it.
i would love to just stay at home and watch movie.
it's really cool d:
it's way too cold outside and COLD inside.
argh, i dont want to blog much, it's movie time :PP
bye for now,
just a short update.

gonna leave tommorow,
parents are busy walking here and there and i'm here in front of the computer watching movie again.
chat with my brother these two days, he told me that i's very cold there and asked us to wear more clothes and i was like, it's hot here la.
it's -27 degree yesterday i wonder is it very cold there (:
but i think sure is fun, cause i like the snow, i like cold place.

urgh, i was about to find out why mey is so in love with YAB, but then this movie distract me HAHA!
it's sort of an old taiwan movie but then not so old --"
haha, almost finish the movie already just 3 more ep,
guess what? i just started that movie yesterday night HAHA
okay,
movie time.

i feel weird these days, also
i sort of didn't eat anything for a few days :/
i dont feel like eating, i dont know why..
i skip breakfast, skip lunch and even dinner.
i feel like vomit-ing when i saw the food, URGH!
and i just suffer from gastric this morning even after i eat the medicine
imagine the pain (:

i'm bored,
not done packing yet, and i'm busy watching movie.
hmm, i'm so in love with this guy named lee min ho and also another guy <3
because of the movie
but seriously they are really cute haha

two more days,
SIGH.

i've been busy watching movie for the whole day,
actually my mum asked me to go bandar with them today but i didn't want to go although i wanted to buy something. SIGH,
yeah, i've been watching movies through PPLIVE. i actually downloaded PPSTREAM. but there's some error so yeah :(

tehee, i'm so in the movie of F4 ( korean )
HAHA, but slowly and slowly i'll get bored and i know that.
i just got money from one auntie :)
B$100
i'm happy but then, i think mum will use my money, SAD!
just three more days i guess, if i'm not wrong.
i'm not that happy or excited about going canada anymore, i dont know why.
i feel like just staying at home watching movie is better than anything.

oh yeah, here's a bad bad news HAHA
i lost my iphone.
how great is that, dad say that he's gonna cancel the line tommorow and i think i'll asked him not to register another number for me. using a phone is like wasting money, for me.

okay, i guess i have to go :)
it's movie time,
oh yeah, the picture up there, that guy.. HE'S CUTE! d:

i've been crying in my own room for the whole night.
it really sucks a lot, you need to know!
they just made me down, very down. you will never guess who are '' they '' .
they hurt me lots, but they will never know because i will never say LOL!
argh, who cares whether i'm hurt or no HAHA.
i'm such a big silly.

okay skip that.
yesterday my fav. bandar cousin gave me some movies to watch and i borrow her my new moon (: my hard drive is now half full and backup in the computer was like FULL and RED ! (Y)
sigh, i cant try to imagine how my day will be for today, tommorow and so on. i guess, i'll hate it. i feel like going to grandma house and stay day for these few days.
i've been so weird lately, i dont really talk at home which my aunt keep asking me why i'm so quiet. seriously, think i can stay at home the whole week or month not talking. (Y)
i'm bored, but sure have lots of thing to do that i keep ignoring.
lately, i need to help aunt and mum for the cucumber thing as new year is coming. i guess some of you will remember why and what it is for. so yeah, i'm so not mentioning in here for now.

i wonder why, i promise myself not to cry for anything anymore, but never succeed.
i hate it. i really do!
i promise myself not to care anything anymore. they made me lost the point or reason to work hard and what so ever. forget it! there's many things that i cant mention here. i mean there's many things that is not suitable to blog. and yeah, i should have make my blog to be private.
hmm, will be. soon.

oh yeah, i'm now so in love with this movies series, that is '' vampire diaries ''


i'm urge to see the end of the story and yeah, it's from my cousin and know what? she just gave me until season 5 and for the others, i CANT DOWNLOAD. shit ):
that website notes that, i need money to register.
SIGH,

i'm so so so so frust at the moment.
i really dont want to stay at home, someone help me?
i hate the noise that they make. it's like two tv are on and some are using the pc for movies, imagine the sound pollution they produced. it sucks a lot!
i finally can use the computer for a while for blogging and later, i need to off it.
they've been using my computer for the whole day and i was like --"
they keep playing games, which sucks a lot for me --

the problem is that, my sister is so in the game just like them, oh god save them please?
i dont like my sister playing games and that's why i dont really let her play games, i really HATE GAMES right now!
URGH.
i actually got many things to write but this frustration problem keep bothering me which made me cant think of anything.
i need to calm myself down..

today sucks.
i guess, until the day we leave everyday sucks.